So. You deleted me. I gave you time. I decided to request a friendship again. You accepted. I thought all was well and invited you to an outing. You declined immediately. Thanks. I've since unsubscribed.
I am do tired of this. The pissing of pants the sighing of mothers the non-napping baby. When does it end!? Hubs is pissed cause I am surrounded by chaos and stress and can't do jack about it. Maybe I'll take the baby for a walk. No. Going to Zumba in a bit and will sweat enough there. I am just trying to hold on but I feel my grip slipping. I really hope the floor moves up soon. I don't know how much longer I can do this.
I've been looking at your pictures. It makes me sad that you have a yon of you doing things with your friends or of you alone. You barely have any of your kid and even less of you and your kid. Do you not realize that your kid will eventually see these photos and think you didn't love him/her enough to post more? My feed is almost 100% my kids. I have a few of husband and I and some with my friends or alone. I know that if my children see them though that they will know I loved them very much.
Let's hope for a good day. A gets to go to smalland at Ikea. I get to spend money. All is right with the world.
I'm hiding in my kids room with my son who is supposed to be nursing to sleep. He's not. Instead he is carefully tearing apart the room I so lovingly picked up. I'm hiding because I feel like I can do nothing right. The only thing I can control is my eating and I am doing that great. Thank you WW. Living with my mother is taking its toll. On my marriage, my kids, and my self esteem. I feel like it would be easier to just give up breastfeeding and find a full time job. That has huge drawbacks though. My paycheck would go for daycare and I hate trying on clothes, especially business clothes. It's almost worth it though to get the hell away from this house for 40 hours a week. I want to call my therapist but I feel nervous and I know I won't tell him everything I want to cause when I'd get there I'd forget everything. This is my only option I feel.